My late father was a Yogi, who would wake up at 3 am in the morning & indulge in Yogic practices for next 4 hours. He would spend a similar number of hours in the evening as well.
Interestingly, he was an agnostic, who did not know if God exists.
I learned my first spiritual lessons when I was in 5th standard, and he shared with me a method of spiritual awareness, he himself had developed, when I was 12 years old.
In the last 20 years, though day to day Yoga did not attract me, I had my share of some 'awkward' spiritual experiences. I found them scary and painful. From theist, I became an Agnostic to become an Atheist and eventually today I identify myself as a Nihilist.
What I learned in these years that pleasure or pain from materialistic and spiritualistic attachments are similar. Both are damaging to Human Individuality and create a similar urge of "more".
For the last 10,000 years of civilization, our questions are still the same
Why are we here?
What is the motive of the existence of the Universe?
Who is running this show?
Are we mere by-product of random accidents?
I remember asking dad "What is the ultimate reality dad"?
He said, "But why do you need a reality"?
"Because I am afraid of the dark" was my answer.
Anupam S. Shlok
Anupamism
www.anupamism.blogspot.com
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